Darkest Part

God has reminded me of a time where I felt like I was alone,

where I felt lost and alone even when I was in crowded room,

I still felt lost and lonely and I didn’t understand why?

Why would I feel this way even though I had Jesus in my heart,

I shouldn’t feel incomplete right?

But something that God reminded me was I don’t just need him in my heart,

I need him in my LIFE!

In every area and that I had put him in box and would bring him out when I needed help.

You know those dark times in life I would pull him out and ask him to take care of the

issue and when it was better and life was going pretty well.

I would push him back and pull out the other fun boxes like the work box or the

boyfriend box putting my energy and time in to those areas of life until I needed to pull

God back out again.

But the greatest thing about that is God kept fighting for our relationship and he never

gave up on me.

Even when I was mad at him, he kept pushing me closer to my dreams,

which pushed me closer to him.

What I’ve learned through that is don’t use God for just the bad times in life,

make time for a real relationship with you because I guarantee he is trying to have one

with you.

So keep pushing AND give your darkest parts to God.–

Tera J. Dunbar

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