Emotionally tethered, a bond deeper than anything I have experienced, a frightened feeling when I am not near you, but hate grows deep that I still long for your hand in mine, your laughter in my ear, your words cut deep as the words pour out “I love you but” grind the knife deeper into my gut.
What will I do now? Ten years of knowing you, a year departed from speaking yet I still long for your laughter and your touch, I dream of you when I sleep and when awake. I am mad at you for not running after me in the rain as if we were in a romance, maybe we are the tragedy at the end of a romantic film to never find happiness in each other.
Perhaps, I am unsure of our future but I welcome what comes between us, and forgiveness I hope to receive one day. I pray for that but ultimately I pray you find your happiness in life.
Forever ever Tethered to my heart and mind.
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