The person I was in love with is no longer there, and the prince charming I knew has become a shell of a person as I was once, talking to you brought closure and a feeling of disguise I never thought I would or could feel towards you.
Was it a feeling of no respect or just me finally coming to my senses that you never were the man of my dreams, the harsh reality came hard and fast as I listened to you speak to me as if I never mattered to you.
I quickly hung up the phone and went back to a respectful man, and kind and showed me how I deserved to be treated, but I couldn’t be with him. He didn’t make my heart skip a beat for him, and I didn’t care for him like I should have.
My heart is ten times lighter after the closure of you, and I feel lighter as I get out of bed and get ready for another day, my mind no longer turns to you and I am signing off this chapter with you in the forefront of my mind.
I will never kiss you again, laugh with you again, call you my best friend, or anything else. I wouldn’t even turn around for you if you shouted my name in a crowd.
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